You have come into my Substack "house", and I am attempting to be hospitable, but you are making a bit of a mess. Please don't do that. I don't do it at your "house".
If I am writing contrary to the truths of the words of Heavenly Father and the bible and against His holy spirit or living in ways that are dishonouring Heavenly father and am trying to pass off evil as good, bitter for sweet , then I would pray and hope that those truly in Christ would love me enough to tell me the absolute truth and apply the following:
keep yourselves in the love of God, waiting for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ that leads to eternal life. And have mercy on those who doubt; save others by snatching them out of the fire; to others show mercy with fear, hating even the garment stained by the flesh. Jude 1:22-23 No matter how messy that came across!! Would rather another love me enough to tell me the absolute truth & embrace true abundant life found only in Christ Jesus than hate me that much to drag me into hell and the eternal lake of fire and separation from Heavenly father for eternity!
Have you ever seen this documentary? It's so evil what this Dr did to David (Bruce) Reimer just abusing and using this vulnerable little innocent boy for experimentation hurting & fragmenting his psyche & the truth that David was created as a boy inside his mother's womb. And so many cannot see they are being abused in accepting satan's lies that they are not who they were created & born to be wether male or female. A male is born with a penis and a female is born with female genitalia. Being born a hemaphridite with both genitalia is incredibly rare and an anomaly not the norm.
Being born that way is not as rare as you might imagine, living as we do in a sea of endocrine disrupting chemical pollution, the product of scientific progress in pursuit of creating better weapons of war, then repurposed as poisonous “gifts” to humanity with the expectation that we should be grateful.
Hephzibah, I have read your story and I know of some of what you have been through and are going through. Yet you still have maturing to do, as do I.
Please see above necessary questions. I understand all this but your statement here is an enormous lack of faith because you are in effect saying that God is not all powerful in transforming us as new creations and in fact the truth is you are making excuses by not allowing the mind of Christ to completely renew your mind and thinking into having the same mind of the living MeshiYah, Gods thoughts are not your thoughts and your ways are not His. You cannot make excuses or justifying living in disobedience on purpose against heavenly father's truths just because you have had a very difficult life. You cannot go around declaring & identifying as female when you are a man, if you truly love Heavenly father and your neighbour as yourself, Heavenly father has declared you are a man so embrace that, accept that and uphold God's truths and holiness by accepting your male name and not in helping aiding confounding confusion amongst a wicked crooked evil peverse generation. You see we have to allow Heavenly father to break us from all pride and die to self, be crucified and buried with Christ the old man into the new. You cannot blur the lines if you truly want to live a life honouring and loving your father in heaven as Almighty Creator God. You will submit that He is God and all He says goes, and you are not above God. But His created being, human being a man.
That's a very good question. I have never known what it would be to be a man. As far as I can determine, I was poisoned in the womb, as my mother was being poisoned by two different drugs at different times, a chemical castration agent and a mind control drug (both used for "medical purposes", of course). My birth was a near-death experience and it is a miracle that I have lived to 75. My puberty partially failed, and I only partially masculinized, sterile and with weak muscles, among other things. My testosterone was left at female levels.
I could never understand why men behaved the way they do until I transitioned, because my mind does not work the way theirs do and never has. "Male" is one thing, "man" is another.
I made the final decision to transition surgically because I was aware that I was at high risk for seminoma, and I hoped that I could avoid it through that surgery. I was having nothing to do with God at the time, by the way, and my beliefs then were in no way compromised. I was a deist, disgusted with the behavior of "the church". But I underestimated the cancer risk. It was 100% — I had already had it for quite some time.
My mother succumbed to the resulting cancer at 54, while I survived it at 57, again under miraculous circumstances, although I am transexual, autistic, intersex, asexual, and I forget what else. I am literally a eunuch from my mother's womb. My parents trusted their sorcerer/doctors, a deeply misplaced and possibly even idolatrous trust shared, evidently, by many western Christians, and I am what happened. (And they are forgiven.)
There are many other stories, and I cringe when I read about "miracle births" — newborns narrowly saved from death. I know what some of them will go through in life, and I know that what caused it was likely a product of sorcery.
I am literally a eunuch born that way from my mother's womb, Mt. 19:12: “For there are eunuchs who were born that way from their mother’s womb; and there are eunuchs who were made eunuchs by people; and there are also eunuchs who made themselves eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. The one who is able to accept this, let him accept it.”
This passage addresses people who should not marry. I was not, at the time, aware of the warning, but I do accept it and I learned the reason for it the hard way. If you can't accept it, so be it.
Ok thank you for answering the question, still doesn't make any sense why you are allowing your brain, thinking and speech to be twisted by satanic and worldly ideology above having the mind of Christ? Your identity is when you receive spiritual rebirth is whom your full identity is in Christ Jesus & all heavenly father says not this inane blind foolish world? You choose worldly ideologies and understandings in describing who you are instead of becoming a completely transformed new creation in Christ Jesus. Just comes across as really odd & strange to me?
So my question to you is this if you truly have the spirit of the living Christ indwelling in you and infilled by the holy spirit into every part of your being why are you purposely choosing to be disobedient to heavenly father and Christ in you by calling yourself by a woman's name identifying with being female when Heavenly Father created you as a male and to be a man? If you indeed are a new creation in Christ then he has transformed you and renewed your mind so why is it you are not thinking with the mind of Christ Jesus and instead are adding only to confusion and bringing a reproachful witness of testimony against the living Christ Messiah the living one true God Heavenly father and God's holy spirit? You are defiling what Heavenly Father says is holy the fact you were born a nan are still a man with an abomination of distorted clouded confused thinking, but why? Why would you willingly choose to do that?
Because choosing a female name and am very sorry all you went through and experienced you are still saying that Heavenly father made a mistake in you being born a male. Which is not the truth. So why you would purposely choose to go against heavenly father by identifying as a female especially now though you are male is not loving obedience to Heavenly father though is it?
I would deeply encourage you to get into Jesus and get out of Ichabod, as it is being conformed to welcome antichrist be part of the beast system and give worship to it and in beig part of one world religion, only the body of Jesus Christ called out repented from all men's traditions, lies, idolatry, harlotry, spiritual adultery and fornication, all of satan's lies, and to allow Jesus in being made to be blameless without spot or wrinkle, so Jesus can present those his true sheep to heavenly father to be received by Him, those keeping the commandments of God and the true gospel.
1 Timothy 6:3 If anyone teaches a different doctrine and does not agree with the sound words of our Lord Jesus Christ and the teaching that accords with godliness,
4 he is puffed up with conceit and understands nothing. He has an unhealthy craving for controversy and for quarrels about words, which produce envy, dissension, slander, evil suspicions,
5 and constant friction among people who are depraved in mind and deprived of the truth, imagining that godliness is a means of gain.
6 But godliness with contentment is great gain,
7 for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world.
8 But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content.
9 But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation, into a snare, into many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction.
10 For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evils. It is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pangs.
11 But as for you, O man of God, flee these things. Pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, steadfastness, gentleness. 12 Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called and about which you made the good confession in the presence of many witnesses. 13 I charge you in the presence of God, who gives life to all things, and of Christ Jesus, who in his testimony before[d] Pontius Pilate made the good confession,
14 to keep the commandment unstained and free from reproach until the appearing of our Lord Jesus Christ, 15 which he will display at the proper time—he who is the blessed and only Sovereign, the King of kings and Lord of lords,
16 who alone has immortality, who dwells in unapproachable light, whom no one has ever seen or can see. To him be honor and eternal dominion. Amen.
17 As for the rich in this present age, charge them not to be haughty, nor to set their hopes on the uncertainty of riches, but on God, who richly provides us with everything to enjoy.
18 They are to do good, to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share, 19 thus storing up treasure for themselves as a good foundation for the future, so that they may take hold of that which is truly life.
20 O Timothy, guard the deposit entrusted to you. Avoid the irreverent babble and contradictions of what is falsely called “knowledge,”
21 for by professing it some have swerved from the faith.
Yes, v. 20 of that passage essentially reads "pseudoscience" in the Greek (using the archaic "science" meaning knowledge, also found in the KJV somewhere in Daniel I believe. False knowledge, τῆς ψευδωνύμου γνώσεως ("tēs pseudōnymou gnōseōs"). Which largely describes science as we know it. Modern science exists to turn people away from God and toward destruction. It's not what Paul was writing about, but it is to be refuted as well as avoiding falling into its trap.
Some things are to be avoided, and some dangerous situations are to be entered, relying upon God to fight the battle. Missions work is like that, and the institutional churches are mission fields and sometimes dangerous ones.
Right, sins not sons. There is an "edit" feature in the Substack comment sections. My comment sections are defaulted to "newest first" because I don't like the gamification that "top first" promotes. But "newest first" puts correction comments last. I hadn't thought of that.
Interesting article, & thank you for sharing some of your own experiences, though we must obey God as ruler above man (people). Acts 5:29 When we honour Jesus as our shepherd we must also obey him upon all matters and so when he tells his sheep to come out of the mother harlot and her daughters & touch no unclean thing then we must obey for our own safety so we do not take part in her son's or share in her plagues. Rev 18:4-5
Beloved Jesus reassures us that where two or three or more are gathered in his name he is there in the midst of them and with them. Matthew 18:20
Yes, I agree, and what I am doing now requires frequently asking if what I am doing is what I should be doing, and waiting and listening. It's not simple. Since childhood I have known of many of the failings of the church, and about various "difficult scriptures" that purportedly cannot be understood, and I have also known parts of what we are meant to become.
I have been silent about our destiny, however, because ... it's not taught! I might sound like a heretic if I shared such things. But it is part of the gospel and it is the best part. Look at what Paul does in 1 Cor. 15. He begins with the familiar gospel of sin and repentance, and how it spread.
In v. 2b he presents an "if" (εἰ / 'ei' in the Greek), rather than "once saved, always saved". How dare he. (In 9:27 he's even worse!)
He then addresses those who believe there is no resurrection from the dead, in 15:12 ff. There are MANY of those today, in modernist churches. I've not only read about it in their writings; I've heard it from their mouths.
Then come difficult scriptures, so we'll skip those. With 15:31 he moves into what we are to become (quotations from the NASB). "raised in power" (v. 43). "...the second man is from heaven" (v. 47). "…as is the heavenly one, so also are those who are heavenly" (v. 48). "Just as we have borne the image of the earthy, we will also bear the image of the heavenly" (v. 49). "Therefore, my beloved brothers and sisters, be firm, immovable, always excelling in the work of the Lord, knowing that your labor is not in vain in the Lord" (v. 58) -- what we do now matters to what we will become.
There is much more I could include, from Paul and other biblical authors, but I will save it for future posts. Paul does not stop at sin and repentance, nor does he dwell upon sinfulness once forgiven, but he points forward to spiritual maturity and what is to come. This already is more than I hear in church, any church. I'm not picking on my own -- it does better than average!
May the gospel, all of it, be heard in the churches.
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https://youtu.be/P81cBIba98U?si=hUV6MRdai2ouSOmJ
You have come into my Substack "house", and I am attempting to be hospitable, but you are making a bit of a mess. Please don't do that. I don't do it at your "house".
If I am writing contrary to the truths of the words of Heavenly Father and the bible and against His holy spirit or living in ways that are dishonouring Heavenly father and am trying to pass off evil as good, bitter for sweet , then I would pray and hope that those truly in Christ would love me enough to tell me the absolute truth and apply the following:
keep yourselves in the love of God, waiting for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ that leads to eternal life. And have mercy on those who doubt; save others by snatching them out of the fire; to others show mercy with fear, hating even the garment stained by the flesh. Jude 1:22-23 No matter how messy that came across!! Would rather another love me enough to tell me the absolute truth & embrace true abundant life found only in Christ Jesus than hate me that much to drag me into hell and the eternal lake of fire and separation from Heavenly father for eternity!
Have you ever seen this documentary? It's so evil what this Dr did to David (Bruce) Reimer just abusing and using this vulnerable little innocent boy for experimentation hurting & fragmenting his psyche & the truth that David was created as a boy inside his mother's womb. And so many cannot see they are being abused in accepting satan's lies that they are not who they were created & born to be wether male or female. A male is born with a penis and a female is born with female genitalia. Being born a hemaphridite with both genitalia is incredibly rare and an anomaly not the norm.
https://youtu.be/Q1Y6NpC_YEo?si=JeidKe4pwgAzwbbk
Being born that way is not as rare as you might imagine, living as we do in a sea of endocrine disrupting chemical pollution, the product of scientific progress in pursuit of creating better weapons of war, then repurposed as poisonous “gifts” to humanity with the expectation that we should be grateful.
Hephzibah, I have read your story and I know of some of what you have been through and are going through. Yet you still have maturing to do, as do I.
Please see above necessary questions. I understand all this but your statement here is an enormous lack of faith because you are in effect saying that God is not all powerful in transforming us as new creations and in fact the truth is you are making excuses by not allowing the mind of Christ to completely renew your mind and thinking into having the same mind of the living MeshiYah, Gods thoughts are not your thoughts and your ways are not His. You cannot make excuses or justifying living in disobedience on purpose against heavenly father's truths just because you have had a very difficult life. You cannot go around declaring & identifying as female when you are a man, if you truly love Heavenly father and your neighbour as yourself, Heavenly father has declared you are a man so embrace that, accept that and uphold God's truths and holiness by accepting your male name and not in helping aiding confounding confusion amongst a wicked crooked evil peverse generation. You see we have to allow Heavenly father to break us from all pride and die to self, be crucified and buried with Christ the old man into the new. You cannot blur the lines if you truly want to live a life honouring and loving your father in heaven as Almighty Creator God. You will submit that He is God and all He says goes, and you are not above God. But His created being, human being a man.
And as you are a man, why do you call yourself a woman's name?? Don't you embrace that Heavenly father created you as male?
That's a very good question. I have never known what it would be to be a man. As far as I can determine, I was poisoned in the womb, as my mother was being poisoned by two different drugs at different times, a chemical castration agent and a mind control drug (both used for "medical purposes", of course). My birth was a near-death experience and it is a miracle that I have lived to 75. My puberty partially failed, and I only partially masculinized, sterile and with weak muscles, among other things. My testosterone was left at female levels.
I could never understand why men behaved the way they do until I transitioned, because my mind does not work the way theirs do and never has. "Male" is one thing, "man" is another.
I made the final decision to transition surgically because I was aware that I was at high risk for seminoma, and I hoped that I could avoid it through that surgery. I was having nothing to do with God at the time, by the way, and my beliefs then were in no way compromised. I was a deist, disgusted with the behavior of "the church". But I underestimated the cancer risk. It was 100% — I had already had it for quite some time.
My mother succumbed to the resulting cancer at 54, while I survived it at 57, again under miraculous circumstances, although I am transexual, autistic, intersex, asexual, and I forget what else. I am literally a eunuch from my mother's womb. My parents trusted their sorcerer/doctors, a deeply misplaced and possibly even idolatrous trust shared, evidently, by many western Christians, and I am what happened. (And they are forgiven.)
There are many other stories, and I cringe when I read about "miracle births" — newborns narrowly saved from death. I know what some of them will go through in life, and I know that what caused it was likely a product of sorcery.
I am literally a eunuch born that way from my mother's womb, Mt. 19:12: “For there are eunuchs who were born that way from their mother’s womb; and there are eunuchs who were made eunuchs by people; and there are also eunuchs who made themselves eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. The one who is able to accept this, let him accept it.”
This passage addresses people who should not marry. I was not, at the time, aware of the warning, but I do accept it and I learned the reason for it the hard way. If you can't accept it, so be it.
Ok thank you for answering the question, still doesn't make any sense why you are allowing your brain, thinking and speech to be twisted by satanic and worldly ideology above having the mind of Christ? Your identity is when you receive spiritual rebirth is whom your full identity is in Christ Jesus & all heavenly father says not this inane blind foolish world? You choose worldly ideologies and understandings in describing who you are instead of becoming a completely transformed new creation in Christ Jesus. Just comes across as really odd & strange to me?
So my question to you is this if you truly have the spirit of the living Christ indwelling in you and infilled by the holy spirit into every part of your being why are you purposely choosing to be disobedient to heavenly father and Christ in you by calling yourself by a woman's name identifying with being female when Heavenly Father created you as a male and to be a man? If you indeed are a new creation in Christ then he has transformed you and renewed your mind so why is it you are not thinking with the mind of Christ Jesus and instead are adding only to confusion and bringing a reproachful witness of testimony against the living Christ Messiah the living one true God Heavenly father and God's holy spirit? You are defiling what Heavenly Father says is holy the fact you were born a nan are still a man with an abomination of distorted clouded confused thinking, but why? Why would you willingly choose to do that?
Born a man
Because choosing a female name and am very sorry all you went through and experienced you are still saying that Heavenly father made a mistake in you being born a male. Which is not the truth. So why you would purposely choose to go against heavenly father by identifying as a female especially now though you are male is not loving obedience to Heavenly father though is it?
I would deeply encourage you to get into Jesus and get out of Ichabod, as it is being conformed to welcome antichrist be part of the beast system and give worship to it and in beig part of one world religion, only the body of Jesus Christ called out repented from all men's traditions, lies, idolatry, harlotry, spiritual adultery and fornication, all of satan's lies, and to allow Jesus in being made to be blameless without spot or wrinkle, so Jesus can present those his true sheep to heavenly father to be received by Him, those keeping the commandments of God and the true gospel.
1 Timothy 6:3 If anyone teaches a different doctrine and does not agree with the sound words of our Lord Jesus Christ and the teaching that accords with godliness,
4 he is puffed up with conceit and understands nothing. He has an unhealthy craving for controversy and for quarrels about words, which produce envy, dissension, slander, evil suspicions,
5 and constant friction among people who are depraved in mind and deprived of the truth, imagining that godliness is a means of gain.
6 But godliness with contentment is great gain,
7 for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world.
8 But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content.
9 But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation, into a snare, into many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction.
10 For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evils. It is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pangs.
11 But as for you, O man of God, flee these things. Pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, steadfastness, gentleness. 12 Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called and about which you made the good confession in the presence of many witnesses. 13 I charge you in the presence of God, who gives life to all things, and of Christ Jesus, who in his testimony before[d] Pontius Pilate made the good confession,
14 to keep the commandment unstained and free from reproach until the appearing of our Lord Jesus Christ, 15 which he will display at the proper time—he who is the blessed and only Sovereign, the King of kings and Lord of lords,
16 who alone has immortality, who dwells in unapproachable light, whom no one has ever seen or can see. To him be honor and eternal dominion. Amen.
17 As for the rich in this present age, charge them not to be haughty, nor to set their hopes on the uncertainty of riches, but on God, who richly provides us with everything to enjoy.
18 They are to do good, to be rich in good works, to be generous and ready to share, 19 thus storing up treasure for themselves as a good foundation for the future, so that they may take hold of that which is truly life.
20 O Timothy, guard the deposit entrusted to you. Avoid the irreverent babble and contradictions of what is falsely called “knowledge,”
21 for by professing it some have swerved from the faith.
Grace be with you.
Yes, v. 20 of that passage essentially reads "pseudoscience" in the Greek (using the archaic "science" meaning knowledge, also found in the KJV somewhere in Daniel I believe. False knowledge, τῆς ψευδωνύμου γνώσεως ("tēs pseudōnymou gnōseōs"). Which largely describes science as we know it. Modern science exists to turn people away from God and toward destruction. It's not what Paul was writing about, but it is to be refuted as well as avoiding falling into its trap.
Some things are to be avoided, and some dangerous situations are to be entered, relying upon God to fight the battle. Missions work is like that, and the institutional churches are mission fields and sometimes dangerous ones.
Take part in her sins!
Right, sins not sons. There is an "edit" feature in the Substack comment sections. My comment sections are defaulted to "newest first" because I don't like the gamification that "top first" promotes. But "newest first" puts correction comments last. I hadn't thought of that.
Interesting article, & thank you for sharing some of your own experiences, though we must obey God as ruler above man (people). Acts 5:29 When we honour Jesus as our shepherd we must also obey him upon all matters and so when he tells his sheep to come out of the mother harlot and her daughters & touch no unclean thing then we must obey for our own safety so we do not take part in her son's or share in her plagues. Rev 18:4-5
Beloved Jesus reassures us that where two or three or more are gathered in his name he is there in the midst of them and with them. Matthew 18:20
Yes, I agree, and what I am doing now requires frequently asking if what I am doing is what I should be doing, and waiting and listening. It's not simple. Since childhood I have known of many of the failings of the church, and about various "difficult scriptures" that purportedly cannot be understood, and I have also known parts of what we are meant to become.
I have been silent about our destiny, however, because ... it's not taught! I might sound like a heretic if I shared such things. But it is part of the gospel and it is the best part. Look at what Paul does in 1 Cor. 15. He begins with the familiar gospel of sin and repentance, and how it spread.
In v. 2b he presents an "if" (εἰ / 'ei' in the Greek), rather than "once saved, always saved". How dare he. (In 9:27 he's even worse!)
He then addresses those who believe there is no resurrection from the dead, in 15:12 ff. There are MANY of those today, in modernist churches. I've not only read about it in their writings; I've heard it from their mouths.
Then come difficult scriptures, so we'll skip those. With 15:31 he moves into what we are to become (quotations from the NASB). "raised in power" (v. 43). "...the second man is from heaven" (v. 47). "…as is the heavenly one, so also are those who are heavenly" (v. 48). "Just as we have borne the image of the earthy, we will also bear the image of the heavenly" (v. 49). "Therefore, my beloved brothers and sisters, be firm, immovable, always excelling in the work of the Lord, knowing that your labor is not in vain in the Lord" (v. 58) -- what we do now matters to what we will become.
There is much more I could include, from Paul and other biblical authors, but I will save it for future posts. Paul does not stop at sin and repentance, nor does he dwell upon sinfulness once forgiven, but he points forward to spiritual maturity and what is to come. This already is more than I hear in church, any church. I'm not picking on my own -- it does better than average!
May the gospel, all of it, be heard in the churches.